week 1/2

week 1: so i feel so bad because i didnt write what happened the first week! i was really sick so i wasnt at school so it was kinda hard but i feel like it really helped me and her because she really needed, and i have never really been good friends with her i have also just know her and not really talk to her. one of the hardest thing was trying to find ways to serve them... all i could really think of was giving them complements. so thats about all it did but it felt really good to try to make someone happier.

week 2: this week was a little easer because i was at school a lot more. there is a girl in my close circle of friends that i have kind of drifted away from. and its very lame why we arent that good of friends. she didnt like one of the other girls and the other girl didnt like her so it was just kind of a drift from each other. i hadnt really realized this till i thought of this new change in perception. so i decided to pick her for week 2, and it has been AMAZING! who know that something that could change within one week! we are now good friends again! :) and we are even hanging out this weekend. but the biggest thing i learned this week was not to choose my friends by how other people view them, because i noticed that i didnt have to pick one or the other friend my relationship between them both is starting to even out like before, and i like it :)

change in perception

i hate going to school... i tell my mom this everyday on the way. she told me that i have to deal with it because i have to go. i told her i wished you could just do service for the school because when you do service for someone you grow to love them.... but then i realized that it really is simple to serve the school, to make me lose this hatred for it.

so may goal for the rest of the school year, and even as i continue my life and use this in other things is to pick one person a week and serve them... and as i serve them i hope i find a love for all the people i come into contact with. i hope this will be a life changing experience.

this is the plan i will pick someone every friday... think about what i can do to help them, and then apply the things i have thought of throw out the week.

here we go week one starts tomorrow!! wish me luck!